OK OK I HEAR YOU!

Truth be told, I totally lost my motivation. Totally. I'm not even going to make excuses. The availability to eat whatever I wanted took over my motivation to lose weight and work out, and it showed, believe me. Not a happy camper stepping on the scale this morning. I made up my mind over the weekend that as soon as I was finished nannying I would get back on track. Why? There is NOTHING healthy to eat at their house, and I know I'm going to be bad when I'm there. So, I'm done, I'm moving on, and I woke up this morning with a new motivation!

I worked out with Brenda this morning, and it felt awesome! I whined all the way through it, my body was struggling as was my mind, but I did it!

I also went back to wearing my bodybugg. I took some time off from it because I was really finding myself frustrated. Don't we all at some point during a diet? The point is, I'm getting back into action instead of totally giving up.

Playing on Twitter today, they made wristbands of quotes from The Biggest Loser. There are 4, and I think they are Jillian and Bob quotes... I think! I don't know, I just ordered them! :) They are brand new, don't actually ship out until June 10th, but I ordered them! You know how I am about quotes as motivation! I am also going to be wearing my reminder bracelet again. It's a little blue leather strapped bracelet that has a symbol on it of "New Beginnings", picked it up at Kohl's on sale :) I will be wearing that non-stop again as well.

I am starting to work at the salon today for the summer. The good thing about working at the salon? I can work out in the morning before work, I work, then I can go after work because it's not too late! :) Saying that, you will see me tonight back at the gym, even after a Brenda workout!

P.S. - Brenda made me lunge down the hallway, go up and down the stairs, and lunge back to where we were working out with weights, then go back up and down the stairs TWICE! MEANIE HEAD! :) LOL Thanks for another great workout, Brenda!

"This is your life. What are you going to do with it?" - Bob Harper